Last October Stealing Mercy went free. Within days it to soared
to the top of Amazon’s free charts and it stayed there for months. (Just
yesterday it made another brief appearance on Amazon’s top 100 historical
romance list.) Because a number of readers had issues with the continued disappearance
of Cousin Rita, I set out to write her story. And I did. I wrote a novella, had
it edited, sent it to beta readers and told my formatting guy to get ready
because I was going to publish again.
But I can’t do it. Rita needs a whole novel, not just half a
story, and the story I told wasn’t the story I started out to tell. There’s a
mail ordered bride to be rescued, a traveling acting troupe, a villain with
wives in every city. Polygamy is mentioned, my characters travel through 1889 Salt
Lake City—a year before plural marriage is banned. It’s a great story, very fun.
Someday I’ll share it.
But in my heart there’s a better story. And it’s true. And
anyone who isn’t of my faith will never understand. I don’t know to make them see
what I see. Or maybe I’m just not brave enough to try. Yet.
The true story is of my great-great grandmother Martha Diana
Case. Martha was from a wealthy family in Chicago. When she and her husband
converted to Mormonism and prepared to travel to Salt Lake City to live and
practice their new faith, Martha’s parents offered them $70 thousand dollars
not to go. But they went. They hired men (Mormons) to drive their three wagons
across the plains. Along the way Martha’s husband died. When Martha’s wagons
arrived in the Salt Lake Valley they had been emptied—everything she owned had
been stolen. Brigham Young, the president of the Mormons, encouraged Martha to
become William Hickman’s fourth wife, which she did. She had four children with
William.
William was an attorney—the liaison between the US
government and the Utah territory. About the time that William fell out of
favor with Brigham Young and church leaders, his second wife left him and took
with her William’s children. The rumor is that the man the second wife left him
for was also having sex with William’s twelve year old daughter. William went
to that man’s home and shot him in the head.
According to my great grandfather’s personal history, William
was excommunicated from the church, convicted of murder and sentenced to live
in a desolate part of Wyoming. (It’s true, Wyoming used to be a punishment.) According
to Wikipedia, William Hickman was excommunicated for refusing to carry out an
assignation for Brigham Young.
In any case, Martha didn’t follow him. Instead, accepted a
teacher’s post in Idaho and it was there she raised her children as Mormons,
who loved and believed in the teachings of a restored gospel. In spite of
everything that she went through. She didn’t return to her family in Chicago. She
raised her four children and taught them, and others, the best that she knew
how. It must have been cold, windy, and bleak. (I’m sorry, but I can’t imagine
Idaho any other way.)I’m sure they were poor. I hope they were treated kindly,
despite the family scandal.
To me, that story is just as miraculous as Moses parting the
Red Sea. And I can’t even tell it with the power it deserves. There is a quote
I love by Friedrich Nietzsche-- And those who were seen dancing were thought
to be insane by those who
could not hear the music.
How can I explain
the music to Stealing Mercy’s 70 thousand readers? I don’t even know how to
try. But I feel my grandmother’s story is so closely tied to Rita’s that I have
to tell it. When I’m ready. When I’ve figured out how to find the words.
An interesting side note, more pertinent to those who
understand Mormon doctrine than to those who don’t. Several years after my
marriage I read the Life and Times of William Hickman and when I came to the
end of the book I learned that many years after his death, William’s temple
work was done. The man who granted that privilege? Franklin D Richards, then president of the quorum of the twelve, my husband’s great grandfather.
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